Trying to build myself up with the fact that i have done things right that were even good and have had moments that were excellent but the bad is heavier to carry around and feel have no confidence.
我试着用这样一个事实来建立自己:我做过正确的事情，甚至是好的事情，也有过很棒的时刻，但坏的事情更沉重，让我感到没有信心。