But when I lose my temper, I find it difficult to forgive myself. I feel I've failed. I can be calm in a crisis, in the face of death or things that hurt badly. I don't get hysterical, which may be masochistic of me.
但是当我发脾气时,我发现很难原谅自己。我觉得我失败了。我可以在危机中保持冷静,面对死亡或伤害严重的事情。我不会歇斯底里,这可能是我的受虐狂。
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