I have a lack of fear, whereas in the past the fear of failure was a powerful motivator. Anyway, I have great expectations for the future, but I just don't know if I'm the monarch of all I survey.
我缺乏恐惧,而在过去,对失败的恐惧是一个强大的动力。无论如何,我对未来有很大的期望,但我只是不知道我是否是我所调查的一切的君主。