And if the great fear had not come upon me, as it did, and forced me to do my duty, I might have been less good to the people than some man who had never dreamed at all, even with the memory of so great a vision in me.
如果当时我没有像现在这样,被巨大的恐惧所笼罩,被迫履行自己的职责,那么我对人民就不会像那些做梦都没有做过的人那样好,即使我心里还记得那麽大的异象。